by - 10:49 AM

Heyy babes!!
How do you like my new blogdesign? It´s not completely ready yet, but since I´m not really good when it comes to technical stuff (yesterday my blog was suddenly black and I had no idea why...) I´m quite proud of the design so far haha:)

Anyways I want to share some personal thoughts with you in this post... 
During this week I suddenly felt fear coming up inside me which is quite unusual, because normally I´m simply excited for the future and sure that good things will come, but this time it was different.
I only have nine more weeks of school, and than only four exams and than I´m done with school. And after that? I have no idea.
It´s not that I don´t know what I want to do with my life, I do have a very clear picture of the ideal life in my head... I´m actually afraid of failing.

Not being able to reach the certain grades to study psychology, loosing the chance to travel a lot, suddenly not knowing what to do and where to start, feeling lonely in a new city...

It´s so so weird, I simply spend my whole life going to school and all of the sudden it´s my decision what to do with my life. Everything is in my contol. I can literally do everything and that´s scaring me.
Whoever feels the same, I think we have to stop worring, living in the future and being afraid of failing. Making wrong decisions is part of life, it´s part of success.
Nobody knows what will happen in the future because the only thing we have is the now. Maybe a great opportunity will come along your way, maybe you change your mind about your goals, maybe a certain person will come into your life and change it completely... you never know!

What I completely forgot during this week is actually my strong belief that everything happens for a reason and that we will be exactly where we need and actually want to be. Maybe some plans won´t work out, but if this is the case, I´m sure it only happend because of an even better opportunity.

We should live in the present and trust the timing of the universe, and that´s exactly what I will do from now on.

xx, Alina

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8 Kommentare

  1. Tolle Bilder !!
    & Tuplen sind echt schön :)

  2. Schöne Bilder und guter Text!
    Alles Liebe,

  3. Ganz tolle Worte! Ich wünsche dir ganz viel Erfolg bei deinen noch vorstehenden Klausuren! Alles wird bestimmt gut :) Psychologie klingt echt spannend.
    Ganz liebe Grüße,

  4. Mir gefällt das neue Design super! :) Das große Bild im Hintergrund deiner Fotos finde ich auch der Hammer! Mir geht es ähnlich, wie dir zur Zeit. Allerdings schließe ich im Mai mein Studium ab, doch vor drei Jahren nach der Schule war es das gleiche. Es ist normal, dass man Angst davor hat, Abe rich bin mir sicher, dass alles nach deinen Vorstellungen laufen wird und falls es nicht direkt beim ersten Versuch klappt, dann vielleicht beim nächsten! :)

    Liebste Grüße <3


    1. Aww Sophie das ist total lieb von dir und freut mich total!! Ja du hast Recht, ich glaube es geht auch sehr vielen so wie mir... es ist nur einfach ein total merkwürdiges Gefühl! Ich bin mir sicher, dass du nach deinem Studium genau das richtige finden wirst:)